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Then silence.

Then came track eight: “Hitul Nemuritor” — The Immortal Hit.

I tried to lift the needle, but my hand wouldn’t move. The music pulled me deeper. Track two was a doo-wop ballad, “Plutonium Eyes.” A man crooned about a girl whose irises shone blue in the dark—not metaphorically, but because she’d swallowed a piece of the reactor core. Track three was an instrumental called “The Rain in Pripyat,” played entirely on a theremin and a washing machine. Track four was a polka. Track five, “Cobalt-60 Twist,” featured a saxophone solo that sounded like screaming.

“And volume thirty-six?”

I found it in the basement of the Ceaușescu-era apartment block where my grandmother still lived, trapped between a rusted can of pork fat and a stack of Scînteia newspapers from 1986. The vinyl inside was heavy, warped like a shallow bowl, and smelled of dust and burnt amber. No tracklist. Just the title in clumsy, optimistic letters: Hituri Nemuritoare —Immortal Hits.

It is a curious thing to hold a ghost in your hands. Atomic Hits - Hituri Nemuritoare - Vol. 36 - ALBUM was not a record that simply existed; it was a record that remembered . The cover, faded sepia and crimson, showed a stylized mushroom cloud blooming into a rose, and beneath it, a line of young men with slicked hair and hollow eyes, their smiles painted on like scars.

I didn’t listen. That night, I placed the needle on the first groove. Atomic Hits -Hituri Nemuritoare- Vol. 36 -ALBUM...

The record warped further, melting inward. The groove became a spiral, and the spiral became a mouth. I felt something pull at my chest—a memory not my own. A field of sunflowers, all facing the wrong direction. A man in a lab coat handing out orange-flavored iodine tablets like candy. A line of people waiting for a train that would never come.

The first sound was not music. It was a Geiger counter—slow, rhythmic clicks like a dying heart. Then a woman’s voice, thin and young, humming a lullaby in Romanian. The clicks sped up. The humming cracked. And then the drums kicked in.

She smiled, and for a moment her eyes reflected not the room, but a colorless field of ash. Then silence

When I woke, the record was gone. The cover lay empty on the floor, the mushroom cloud rose now just a rose. My grandmother stood in the doorway, a cup of cold tea in her hand.

My grandmother, Ana, saw it in my hands and went pale as winter.

It was a surf rock beat, but wrong—too fast, too frantic, as if the drummer was being chased. A bassline slithered underneath, thick as coolant. Then the lyrics began, sung by a chorus of children: The music pulled me deeper

“Strontium in my hair, cesium in my tea, Păpădia in the schoolyard, glowing beautifully. Atomic hits, atomic hits, dance the fallout waltz, Your skin will peel like cellophane, but don’t you mind the faults.”

“When the sky turned white and the earth turned black, I held your hand and we did not look back. But the dust followed us, a faithful dog, And now we are the silence inside the fog.”