Estoy | En La Banda

“Again,” said Abuela Carmen.

“I’m not a drummer,” Leo said.

That Friday, Leo marched at the back of the procession, la abuela strapped to his chest. He was sweaty, nervous, and utterly unworthy. But when the moment came—when the float carrying the Virgin of Hope swayed around the corner and Mateo lifted his flugelhorn to begin “Estoy en la Banda” —Leo didn’t count. He didn’t think. He just felt the pause between heartbeats. Estoy en la Banda

One blistering Thursday, he followed Mateo to rehearsal. Not to spy—just to feel close to the thing that made his brother’s eyes shine. The band practiced in a converted garage that smelled of valve oil, incense, and sweat. There were forty of them: trumpets, trombones, tubas, drums. And in the center, an old, battle-scarred bass drum with a cracked leather head. “Again,” said Abuela Carmen