Do you remember the letter? The letter that arrived like a second skin, telling of three weird sisters and a prophecy that tasted like destiny. My husband—my dear husband—he was too full of the milk of human kindness. He wanted greatness, yes, but he wanted it to fall upon him like a gentle rain. He would be holy and he would be king. He could not see that the crown is not given. It is taken . I saw the shortest path. I saw the dagger in the dark. And I loved him for his weakness because it meant I would be his strength.
For a while, we were invincible. A second murder, then a third. Banquo’s blood spilled in a ditch, and Fleance running like a rabbit through the dark. I watched my husband grow giddy with violence, each killing making him more a king, less a man. And I? I smiled. I poured wine. I held his hand when the ghost of Banquo sat in his chair—a ghost only he could see, mind you. The lords watched him scream at empty air, and I saved him. I always saved him. “Are you a man?” I asked, because shame was the only leash that still worked on him. Lady Macbeth
Duncan’s blood. Not a river. Not an ocean. Just one old man’s quiet, astonished bleeding. And it has filled the world. Do you remember the letter
At first, I did not know. The doctor is too afraid to tell me, but I know now. I walk the corridors of this castle—this gilded tomb —with a candle, because I am terrified of the dark. I, who once summoned night to cloak my dagger. I, who laughed at the owl’s scream and the cricket’s cry. Now I cannot bear a shadow. I scrub my hands in my sleep. I see the spots of blood that are not there. I say the words I swore I would never say again: “Yet who would have thought the old man to have had so much blood in him?” He wanted greatness, yes, but he wanted it
Here is my candle. Here is my gown. Here is the stain that will not wash out. And here is the end, approaching like a gentle sleep—or like a blade. I no longer know the difference.