Mon Bazu 【ORIGINAL 2025】
At its most literal, "Mon Bazu" signifies strength and utility. In many cultures, the right hand is the hand of power, of oath-swearing, of greeting. To lose one’s arm is to lose one's primary interface with the material world. However, the phrase resonates most profoundly when interpreted as the loss of a relationship or a skill. Imagine a painter who loses the ability to hold a brush; every blank canvas becomes a mirror reflecting the missing "Bazu." Similarly, a parent who has watched a child leave home feels a hollowness in their own limb—the phantom weight of a small hand that once held theirs. Thus, "Mon Bazu" becomes the anthem of the grieving: the irrational but undeniable sensation that what is gone is still present, itching, aching, and reaching for a world that no longer reaches back.
In the lexicon of human emotion, there exist objects and body parts that transcend their biological utility to become symbols of agency, connection, and loss. The arm—the bazu—is the tool of embrace, the instrument of labor, and the bridge between the self and the other. To utter the possessive phrase "Mon Bazu" (My Arm) is not merely to claim a piece of anatomy; it is to declare one's capacity to act, to hold, and to defend. Yet, when that arm is severed—physically or metaphorically—what remains is a ghost. This essay explores the concept of "Mon Bazu" as a poetic representation of the phantom limb phenomenon applied to the soul: the ache for a part of ourselves we no longer possess, or perhaps, the secret strength of realizing that our reach extends far beyond our natural grasp. Mon Bazu
In conclusion, whether "Mon Bazu" refers to a literal arm, a lost friend, or a forgotten talent, its power lies in possession. It is ours. The ache is ours. And therefore, the triumph over that ache is ours as well. So, stretch out your hand tonight—the real one or the phantom one—and feel the air. That resistance you feel is the world pushing back. That is your "Mon Bazu." It is broken, perhaps, but it is still reaching. At its most literal, "Mon Bazu" signifies strength
Yet, to dwell solely on loss is to miss the duality of the metaphor. "Mon Bazu" is also a testament to adaptation. When a natural limb is missing, the human body compensates. The shoulder grows stronger; the remaining hand learns to do the work of two. In the spiritual sense, claiming "Mon Bazu" in the present tense—even when it is gone—is an act of defiance. It is the amputee who still gestures with a limb that isn’t there, forcing the world to acknowledge that identity is not bound by flesh. This is the existential "Bazu": the will to act despite the lack of tools. The poet writes with a broken pen; the lover loves despite a broken heart. In this context, "Mon Bazu" is not a statement of fact, but a declaration of intent. I may not have a hand, but I still have my reach. In the lexicon of human emotion, there exist
Furthermore, the phrase invites a linguistic investigation into vulnerability. In French, "Mon Bras" is neutral. In the altered form "Bazu," there is a guttural, almost archaic roughness. It sounds like a relic, a forgotten word from a dialect of sorrow. To say "Mon Bazu" is to admit imperfection. In a society obsessed with wholeness and self-sufficiency, admitting that one’s primary instrument of action is damaged or missing is radical. It forces a redefinition of capability. The philosopher Maurice Merleau-Ponty argued that the body is the primary site of knowing the world. If "Mon Bazu" is broken, then our knowledge of the world becomes broken too—but not necessarily lesser. It becomes specialized, tender, and cautious. The phantom limb teaches us that absence is a form of presence.
