Series: The Cage
I have been out here for three days now. I have not seen another person, but I have seen birds and deer and a fox that stopped to stare at me with ancient, unconcerned eyes. I have eaten berries that made my tongue numb and drunk water from a stream that tasted like cold knives. I have slept under the stars, and for the first time in my life, I did not dream of a door.
I dreamed of Mira, standing in a white room, smiling.
And then she waved goodbye.
“Why are you telling me this?” I asked.
I have been here for 1,247 cycles. Or perhaps 1,248. The light never changes. No day, no night, only a perpetual, sterile noon that burns at the edges of your vision until you learn to stare at your own feet. I have memorized every grain of the floor’s false texture. I have counted the milliseconds between my heartbeats. I have recited the names of every person I ever loved until the sounds lost meaning, becoming just vibrations in a hollow chest. the cage series
Mira pressed her palm against the inside of the wall. For a moment, her hand passed through, and I saw the other side: a dark corridor lined with identical cubes, stretching into infinity. In each cube, a person lay curled on a mattress, eyes moving rapidly beneath their lids. Some wept. Some smiled. Some screamed silently.
The floor trembled.
I stood there for a long time, breathing. The air tasted like soil and wildflowers. I cried, but the tears were not sad. They were the tears of something that had been folded for too long, finally allowed to unfold.
Mira stepped back into the white, her wet clothes leaving no mark. “You have been here for 1,247 cycles. You have memorized every grain of the floor. But have you ever tried to stand in the exact center of the cube, at the exact moment the nutrient slot opens?” I have been out here for three days now
The door. The exact door from my dream. Wooden, plain, with a brass knob. Set into a wall of ivy that grew impossibly from the metal floor, green and alive and real . I reached for the knob. My fingers closed around it. It was warm.
I had dreamed those things. The dog was named Peanut, dead thirty years before I was born. The woman was my mother, who I never knew. The field was somewhere in Ireland, a place I had only seen in a documentary once. How did Mira know? I have slept under the stars, and for